Maybe you never realize...
Your unlonely made me feel pathetic.
Sarcastically, you was always the one who make me feel unlonely.
Why am I feeling that I am all alone recently?
I hate this. I hate it when I only have a lifeless report to be with me every hour, minute and even second.
I hope I will feel better on the last day of this (lunar calendar) year.
I will. Even without seeing you at all. And facing my report alone. I swear I will.