旅行回来，发现到一件事，也可以说真正领悟到。。。 原来有时候离开可以让人忘记一些问题，忘记一些烦恼，但是却始终逃不了，避不了，该面对的，始终该面对。
理由，可以让人逃避现实，但又能维持多久呢？同样的情况再度出现时，还能怎样呢？难道每一次都用同一个理由？就算那个理由是事实，也不能让别人一直迁就自己吧！不断的妥协，让全部人都难受，很好吗？
只是真的不明白，有些人就是不肯承认是自己在搞鬼，是自己不愿意让步，却还要赖在别人身上。说给一直被困在笼子里的鸟儿自由，却只是给它换一个大一点的笼子；说要放手了，却换另一条长一点的绳子绑住风筝，有分别吗？
Face the truth dear... You will not be given the freedom that you deserve at your age, for you are the only child. Sometimes, I ask myself... Why you are asked to live your own life like an adult when you are still being treated like a kid where you are being restricted to do things that people at your age had done long ago and those are activities that wont harm your life.
I guess lacking freedom made me hurt many people, broke a lot of promises... There is nothing I can do, no matter how hard I try to persuade, how hard I try to prove myself... I am just sorry.
也许，在我还没能主宰自己的人生前，我不应该走进别人的世界里吧。。。Especially when I know that the main problem is I do not social enough, not because I isolated myself, is because my so called freedom restricted me from that.
Even a simple camp, simple vacation with friends or a simple trip without them, is not something I can do when I am already in University. Perhaps, I shall really hope less, asked less or even stop enjoying the freedom I have now.
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